Dec 3: did writing in the end sem

* Today is my cryptography paper, but I have decided to do at least an hour of writing

* I don't know whether this decision is right or wrong or that whether it will benefit me or not, but yesterday when I was not feeling like cheating and still cheated, I was caught.

* so today, when I have just covered the back paper of crypto and have a lot of time, I am trying to take a chance and write instead of study.

* I will write in the afternoon whether this decision was right or wrong.

After the exam:
* Sir had repeated the paper so not much difference would have been there even if I had studied and not written, so it appears that the decision to write and not study was right.

Dec 2: Caught Cheating

* Today caught cheating in the xml end sem of the 7 sem.

Mukti + once again + first class

sept 13, saturday:

* today, I once again began my crusade against literacy

* but this time, thanks god, I am all alone

* only rajender was there

* but I am happy that at least I am doing something for it.

mess + four days dal + quarrel + mess secretary

sept 14:
* today in the dinner, dal was served for the fourth day in the week.

* I was irritated, I went to see the item in the other mess but then I settled for the pulses.

* I saw vikas soni, searching for the mess secretary, I guessed his purpose

* this further infuriated my mind

* then our mess secretary, hemant of tronix came and sat beside me

* and that was it

* I immediately asked him why is dal made four times in the night

* a bit of altercation followed and then as usual no conclusion was reached

* but the good thing is that I protested

* I think part of this is due to the mukti classes that I am taking, which has provided me the confidence

* the realization that I am able to make the mess workers learn something is really a great feeling.

swaroop rani hospital + ct scan + queue + fight

9 sept:
* I had gone to swaroop rani hospital for a checkup.

* there was a long long queue

* when I had just reached near the end, a tall guy tried to poke in the queue

* he was quite smart and he had first tried acted as a family member of a lady in the lady queue

* but after the lady was gone, I saw him lingering round the counter with coins in his hand

* I stopped him and asked whether he is in the queue

* he said he is from staff

* i said if he is from staff why is he taking the ticket from here, why not from inside

* although my point was valid, he immediately came up with another white lie

* debate heated up and i asked him to come in queue

* then others in the queue also started supporting me

* he then decided to quit

* but then he asked me to come and meet outside

* i said I would meet him but first I have to take ticket

* after I had taken the ticket, i saw him, he was waiting for me outside the queue

* he asked me to come outside the hall

* I was afraid but then I started speaking in loud voice that what wrong I had done

* he asked me why I am shouting like that

* I said to him that I have come to this place to take medicine and not to fight, and if he really wants to fight, he should wait for me outside

* my argument worked, he let me go and with a thumping heart I went to room no 2/17

* later I found the room locked and came back to the reception to complain, and guess what, I saw the same guy standing in the middle of a queue :yahoo

Teliarganj + mela + jayanta + 195/- shopping

sept 6, 08:

* Today was saturday.

* I, Jayanta, aps and anta had gone to evergreen when we saw huge traffic on road.

* The shopkeeper told that today there is a mela in Teliarganj and hence this traffic.

* After the dinner I asked all three of them whether they are interested in the mela.

* Although I was expecting none of them to agree, surprisingly Jayanta agreed to come with me.

* But since he was in sorts, he first wished to change clothes.

* during our travel to Teliarganj, we also went for ten minutes to see the swagat, being organized in the electrical department garden.

* as usual it was boring, and we left the place quickly.

* when we reached Teliarganj, there was no electricity,

* with half mood, we started seeing the shops.

* but after ten minutes, light came,

* and then we saw all shop, especially me and especially the toy shop

* I had took only 110 but when I came back, I had done a shopping of nearly 185.

* but it was fun

* really fun,

mangal + donation

2 sept, 08

* Mangal, the mess worker came to my room.

* I was lying down, the lights were off.

* He put on the light as soon as he entered the room.

* He showed me a letter.

* It was written in English undersigned by the mess secretaries and an appeal was made to give money for some pankaj srivastava coz he was facing certain financial problem.

* I thought for a moment, all those torments that I had gone under Mangal's kingdom and then I said to him that I cannot give the money to him and he should send some other person to get the money.

* At first he did not seem to understand me and asked that why am I not giving money.

* Then I clarified that I do want to give money but not to him.

* When he wanted to know the reason, I just said to him that its no use discussing such things with him when I am in final year and have no relation with his mess.

* Then I asked him to switch off the lights.

* At this, he left the room, saying that no one will come to take the money.

* Besides he also said a thank you.

* I have no guilt whatsoever about what I have done. In fact, by god's grace and by my controlled behavior, I was finally able to take vengeance.

C-DOT

21 August:
* C-Dot had come yesterday for placements and today it took Agrim Jain, Amit pratap singh, binny, prateek awasthi, and ratindra pandey

* ratindra's cpi is 7.75 and mine is 7.66

* now after the placements when I think of it, I think I am happy that I did not get selected in C-DOT and have been placed in a private firm with a good job

* it would have been utter insanity if I had waited for c-dot and left all other companies as I may otherwise wanted to do.

* perhaps, at the end of day, as always, i really don't know what I want but the good thing is that as always, destiny is doing my shopping.

Now on, every day is the same

Aug 17:
* Today was the last day of my three day long holiday from 15 Aug (Fri) to 17 Aug (Sat).

* I had missed Rakshabandhan, learned some twenty odd words and deleted my all blogs in the last two days.

* Most of the holiday had been spent in either sleeping or mulling over what I have to do with my writing in the long run.

* Today too, while after an one hour exhaustive session, I was thinking over the same question, I came to this conclusion that its vain to defer my plans for any fixed checkpoint in life. There is nothing much I can do to direct life and thus the only option I am left with is to adapt myself according to it.

* So I thought that like my college recruitments, when despite my least intentions I was selected in a private firm with great package, it is possible that my other long term plans too would meet similar fate.

* Thus I decided that I would no longer wait for any green signals and now on, would live (especially in terms of writing) as if I have got all what I wanted to.

* In other words, it means that from now on, all the days in my life are the same for me.

* I suppose this might also serve as a handy rule i.e. 'all the days in life are the same'.

* Right now I am feeling a lot more relaxed and confident, especially because I have availed myself all the time in the world and also, relieved myself of any fears regarding occurrence and non-occurrence of any event.

* Let's see what lies for me in future.

* And also that how long this rule may survive.

Aug 21:
* Today after I submitted the story for phoonk, I also made a 'new' blog, with the title vomits and the address yupsthatsme.

* in between these six days, I had been questioned twice about my blogs once by anoob and the other time by saket.