Now on, every day is the same

Aug 17:
* Today was the last day of my three day long holiday from 15 Aug (Fri) to 17 Aug (Sat).

* I had missed Rakshabandhan, learned some twenty odd words and deleted my all blogs in the last two days.

* Most of the holiday had been spent in either sleeping or mulling over what I have to do with my writing in the long run.

* Today too, while after an one hour exhaustive session, I was thinking over the same question, I came to this conclusion that its vain to defer my plans for any fixed checkpoint in life. There is nothing much I can do to direct life and thus the only option I am left with is to adapt myself according to it.

* So I thought that like my college recruitments, when despite my least intentions I was selected in a private firm with great package, it is possible that my other long term plans too would meet similar fate.

* Thus I decided that I would no longer wait for any green signals and now on, would live (especially in terms of writing) as if I have got all what I wanted to.

* In other words, it means that from now on, all the days in my life are the same for me.

* I suppose this might also serve as a handy rule i.e. 'all the days in life are the same'.

* Right now I am feeling a lot more relaxed and confident, especially because I have availed myself all the time in the world and also, relieved myself of any fears regarding occurrence and non-occurrence of any event.

* Let's see what lies for me in future.

* And also that how long this rule may survive.

Aug 21:
* Today after I submitted the story for phoonk, I also made a 'new' blog, with the title vomits and the address yupsthatsme.

* in between these six days, I had been questioned twice about my blogs once by anoob and the other time by saket.