28 Sept, Sunday 2008:
On Tuesday, I am about to go home for a two week holiday. Then when I will return, cts would be due in one week and then I would get no time for my writing, after the cts, most probably I would immediately leave for home for diwali. When I return, I would have cat, project presentation. After cat, I will have end sem, then I would leave for home for a one month holiday. Then I would have to prepare for GATE. After Gate, I would have to indulge full fledgedly for the PSUs. After the final end sem, I would have to study both for NOVELL and the PSUs. During my job at Novell, I would have to take care of PSUs, so from my busy life, where there is time for everything else, when will my writing get the share of time.
How much time am I going to devote to writing in my left time at MNNIT???????????
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Thursday, September 18, 2008
its over + the war is over + starting my writing career today
sept 19:
* so its final, will not wait for a government job to start the novel thing, now on it's all the same.
* wasted the whole night watching movies, then came up with this idea why don't I start the novel thing right now, why postpone it for some uncertain government job :>
* so here I am, having finally taken the last step to my destiny, and that too after watching all the three parts of matrix
* so its final, will not wait for a government job to start the novel thing, now on it's all the same.
* wasted the whole night watching movies, then came up with this idea why don't I start the novel thing right now, why postpone it for some uncertain government job :>
* so here I am, having finally taken the last step to my destiny, and that too after watching all the three parts of matrix
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Mukti + once again + first class
sept 13, saturday:
* today, I once again began my crusade against literacy
* but this time, thanks god, I am all alone
* only rajender was there
* but I am happy that at least I am doing something for it.
* today, I once again began my crusade against literacy
* but this time, thanks god, I am all alone
* only rajender was there
* but I am happy that at least I am doing something for it.
fight + jayanta + suicide + mukti
sept 14:
* day before yesterday, I had a fight with jayanta, anta and ojha.
* to be precise, it was not a fight, but a sort of teasing in which they ganged up on me
* after initial resistance, I gave up and let them speak.
* when they were over, I had got into my silent anger mode
* I gave up talking to them, to aps and to any human whom I don't think worthy of it
* but amid this solitude, I realized one great thing.
* that my desire to commit suicide had vanished
* yes surprising as it is, since I do not have any friends now, I do not want to commit suicide.
* very surprising indeed.
* day before yesterday, I had a fight with jayanta, anta and ojha.
* to be precise, it was not a fight, but a sort of teasing in which they ganged up on me
* after initial resistance, I gave up and let them speak.
* when they were over, I had got into my silent anger mode
* I gave up talking to them, to aps and to any human whom I don't think worthy of it
* but amid this solitude, I realized one great thing.
* that my desire to commit suicide had vanished
* yes surprising as it is, since I do not have any friends now, I do not want to commit suicide.
* very surprising indeed.
mess + four days dal + quarrel + mess secretary
sept 14:
* today in the dinner, dal was served for the fourth day in the week.
* I was irritated, I went to see the item in the other mess but then I settled for the pulses.
* I saw vikas soni, searching for the mess secretary, I guessed his purpose
* this further infuriated my mind
* then our mess secretary, hemant of tronix came and sat beside me
* and that was it
* I immediately asked him why is dal made four times in the night
* a bit of altercation followed and then as usual no conclusion was reached
* but the good thing is that I protested
* I think part of this is due to the mukti classes that I am taking, which has provided me the confidence
* the realization that I am able to make the mess workers learn something is really a great feeling.
* today in the dinner, dal was served for the fourth day in the week.
* I was irritated, I went to see the item in the other mess but then I settled for the pulses.
* I saw vikas soni, searching for the mess secretary, I guessed his purpose
* this further infuriated my mind
* then our mess secretary, hemant of tronix came and sat beside me
* and that was it
* I immediately asked him why is dal made four times in the night
* a bit of altercation followed and then as usual no conclusion was reached
* but the good thing is that I protested
* I think part of this is due to the mukti classes that I am taking, which has provided me the confidence
* the realization that I am able to make the mess workers learn something is really a great feeling.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
swaroop rani hospital + ct scan + queue + fight
9 sept:
* I had gone to swaroop rani hospital for a checkup.
* there was a long long queue
* when I had just reached near the end, a tall guy tried to poke in the queue
* he was quite smart and he had first tried acted as a family member of a lady in the lady queue
* but after the lady was gone, I saw him lingering round the counter with coins in his hand
* I stopped him and asked whether he is in the queue
* he said he is from staff
* i said if he is from staff why is he taking the ticket from here, why not from inside
* although my point was valid, he immediately came up with another white lie
* debate heated up and i asked him to come in queue
* then others in the queue also started supporting me
* he then decided to quit
* but then he asked me to come and meet outside
* i said I would meet him but first I have to take ticket
* after I had taken the ticket, i saw him, he was waiting for me outside the queue
* he asked me to come outside the hall
* I was afraid but then I started speaking in loud voice that what wrong I had done
* he asked me why I am shouting like that
* I said to him that I have come to this place to take medicine and not to fight, and if he really wants to fight, he should wait for me outside
* my argument worked, he let me go and with a thumping heart I went to room no 2/17
* later I found the room locked and came back to the reception to complain, and guess what, I saw the same guy standing in the middle of a queue :yahoo
* I had gone to swaroop rani hospital for a checkup.
* there was a long long queue
* when I had just reached near the end, a tall guy tried to poke in the queue
* he was quite smart and he had first tried acted as a family member of a lady in the lady queue
* but after the lady was gone, I saw him lingering round the counter with coins in his hand
* I stopped him and asked whether he is in the queue
* he said he is from staff
* i said if he is from staff why is he taking the ticket from here, why not from inside
* although my point was valid, he immediately came up with another white lie
* debate heated up and i asked him to come in queue
* then others in the queue also started supporting me
* he then decided to quit
* but then he asked me to come and meet outside
* i said I would meet him but first I have to take ticket
* after I had taken the ticket, i saw him, he was waiting for me outside the queue
* he asked me to come outside the hall
* I was afraid but then I started speaking in loud voice that what wrong I had done
* he asked me why I am shouting like that
* I said to him that I have come to this place to take medicine and not to fight, and if he really wants to fight, he should wait for me outside
* my argument worked, he let me go and with a thumping heart I went to room no 2/17
* later I found the room locked and came back to the reception to complain, and guess what, I saw the same guy standing in the middle of a queue :yahoo
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Teliarganj + mela + jayanta + 195/- shopping
sept 6, 08:
* Today was saturday.
* I, Jayanta, aps and anta had gone to evergreen when we saw huge traffic on road.
* The shopkeeper told that today there is a mela in Teliarganj and hence this traffic.
* After the dinner I asked all three of them whether they are interested in the mela.
* Although I was expecting none of them to agree, surprisingly Jayanta agreed to come with me.
* But since he was in sorts, he first wished to change clothes.
* during our travel to Teliarganj, we also went for ten minutes to see the swagat, being organized in the electrical department garden.
* as usual it was boring, and we left the place quickly.
* when we reached Teliarganj, there was no electricity,
* with half mood, we started seeing the shops.
* but after ten minutes, light came,
* and then we saw all shop, especially me and especially the toy shop
* I had took only 110 but when I came back, I had done a shopping of nearly 185.
* but it was fun
* really fun,
* Today was saturday.
* I, Jayanta, aps and anta had gone to evergreen when we saw huge traffic on road.
* The shopkeeper told that today there is a mela in Teliarganj and hence this traffic.
* After the dinner I asked all three of them whether they are interested in the mela.
* Although I was expecting none of them to agree, surprisingly Jayanta agreed to come with me.
* But since he was in sorts, he first wished to change clothes.
* during our travel to Teliarganj, we also went for ten minutes to see the swagat, being organized in the electrical department garden.
* as usual it was boring, and we left the place quickly.
* when we reached Teliarganj, there was no electricity,
* with half mood, we started seeing the shops.
* but after ten minutes, light came,
* and then we saw all shop, especially me and especially the toy shop
* I had took only 110 but when I came back, I had done a shopping of nearly 185.
* but it was fun
* really fun,
mangal + donation
2 sept, 08
* Mangal, the mess worker came to my room.
* I was lying down, the lights were off.
* He put on the light as soon as he entered the room.
* He showed me a letter.
* It was written in English undersigned by the mess secretaries and an appeal was made to give money for some pankaj srivastava coz he was facing certain financial problem.
* I thought for a moment, all those torments that I had gone under Mangal's kingdom and then I said to him that I cannot give the money to him and he should send some other person to get the money.
* At first he did not seem to understand me and asked that why am I not giving money.
* Then I clarified that I do want to give money but not to him.
* When he wanted to know the reason, I just said to him that its no use discussing such things with him when I am in final year and have no relation with his mess.
* Then I asked him to switch off the lights.
* At this, he left the room, saying that no one will come to take the money.
* Besides he also said a thank you.
* I have no guilt whatsoever about what I have done. In fact, by god's grace and by my controlled behavior, I was finally able to take vengeance.
* Mangal, the mess worker came to my room.
* I was lying down, the lights were off.
* He put on the light as soon as he entered the room.
* He showed me a letter.
* It was written in English undersigned by the mess secretaries and an appeal was made to give money for some pankaj srivastava coz he was facing certain financial problem.
* I thought for a moment, all those torments that I had gone under Mangal's kingdom and then I said to him that I cannot give the money to him and he should send some other person to get the money.
* At first he did not seem to understand me and asked that why am I not giving money.
* Then I clarified that I do want to give money but not to him.
* When he wanted to know the reason, I just said to him that its no use discussing such things with him when I am in final year and have no relation with his mess.
* Then I asked him to switch off the lights.
* At this, he left the room, saying that no one will come to take the money.
* Besides he also said a thank you.
* I have no guilt whatsoever about what I have done. In fact, by god's grace and by my controlled behavior, I was finally able to take vengeance.
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